And yet the Saga continues....

Wow! It has almost been a year since I last posted on this page. It was interesting to go back and read the last few posts I wrote. I am still in the same boat. I am still treading the same water. I just experienced almost the exact same melt down and I had Chris give me a blessing on Saturday night. I felt like the adversary was truly in my mind. I again felt like I was losing my mind. I have been experiencing restless nights, wanting to sleep more and yearning to be someone else. When will I see that I have an amazing life? When will I realize that my life is rich and blessed? I am going to keep fighting this battle until I find peace in my heart. I am going to start writing about the wonderful life I have the positive changes I am making. I am going to look in the mirror one day and love the person I see in it. I am daughter of God with divine qualities. I am unique. I am smart. I did not get a formal education. I do not have a diploma that says I finished college. I have 14 years of education behind me now. I have learned how to cook, clean, organize, read, write, heal, love and many other skills that have been useful to me as a mother. I chose to be a mother instead of getting a degree. To the world that is not noble choice and to some of my peers as well. It is the path I chose and I need to hold my head high. I have much to still work on as a mother. I am constantly learning the art of patience and unconditional love. I love my children and I am going to give them the best life possible. Here is to another day and another start of this blog!

Here is a picture of all of my babies!